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Elena Cristine Ryder -I love my brother Dimitri and my daughter Jasalin -i sometimes say i hate my life. -when in reality i only hate it for that momment -the gang means the world to me :)

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

.....Speachless to say

At the hospital, Bob raped me, go read sodas post to know what happen..........going to the rumble tonight......my back hurts like hell!!!!!!!!!! but im going anyways.......ill bleed my heart out just for snow and katie!! bobs gonna die this time!!   if i go to the rumble dimitri says ill never get to go anywhere alone EVER AGAIN but whatever its worth it....

other than that shit........i have nothing else to say. im still in a lot of pain...im bandangeing up my self and walking to the lot for the rumble with only my fist and what ever no weapons for me!!  but it is blades and wepons rumble this time




GOOD LUCK!!!!


Elena♥

Saturday, June 19, 2010

A night/day to "TRY" 2 remember

I need some time to think, and that place is on my roof. So i opened my window and stepped out. its pouring down rain. Great.  i just sit there thinking  my life running through my head. i thought about  Dim leaving to go to California and not takeing me because i got hurt real bad there, the party tonight at the brumlys. many diffrent things to think about. well i was soaking wet so i thought i would go back inside, i went to get up when i slipped and fell. i was on the ground.  I pull out my cell and dial the brumlys number.      "Hey Elena,whats up?"    "Oh not much besides the fact that i was on my roof thinking and its pooring down rain and now im on the ground and not on purpose"  "you okay?"  "What do you think?"  "i will be there in a few".  i hung up and just layed on the ground  and looked at the clouds thinking and crying. Why did i call kyle, why not brookie or Johnny or even dally? because they were closer i guess.  i tried to stand up but couldnt and fell back down. Oh my god that hurt! made me cry anymore. and i thought getting cut by a socs hurt. which it doesnt that much but what ever. Hey Elena, just calm down its okay you arent to hurt its just your leg. "woo" i said in a sarcastic voice  he picked me up and took me to his car. I walked in to the brumlys house more like hoping. i sat on the couch and andrew got me some ice and i wanted to watch this show. Kyle called it a soap oprah but what ever. They just sat there staring at the tv like zombies i guess you could say. I guess i feel asleep  becuz  KYLE hit me with a pillow asking me  if i wanted to smoke with them, at that  point dawn,brookie were there, when we got outside bre and candy was walking up the sidewalk.Omg Elena are you okay? candie said "yeah yeah im fine"  Kyle lit it up and handed it to andrew and said "Ladys First"  i couldnt help but laugh. We passed it around the circle. Bre just sat there and chilled. After awhile we were "high as a kite" as kyle put it. I was trying to convince Kyle how Andrew looked like Elmo and hally berry mixed together , candie was talking about how she likes the feathers in pillows and how her pikatchu and squirtle are way better than kyles, Andrew was talking to the tree in the front yard, bre and dawn were singing stacys mom with dawn even tho bre wasn't high or anything,Caleb was collecting leaves from bushes for what ever non explinational reason, and Kyle just sat there laughing at himself. People were turning there lights on and yelling at us and we were to high/drunk to care.Dawn went over and got the melon liquor,and only shared with Kyle. So we walked over and played a game where you start with a random topic, and if you take more than 3 seconds u have to take a shot. I was up to about 30 when we stoped. I do not fail at that game I just wanted to drink :). After that we walked inside, and we basicly pastout wherever. I guess I past out on the couch but whatever. The next morning we all started to wake up around 12:30 or so. I got a ride home and packed for my flight the next couple of days. I got a plane to Dallas for 30minutes then flew from Dallas to Nortfolk ,Virginia for 3 hours. Then drove with a "friend" for 3 hours to the outterbanks. Got here and now it's 10:26pm and I'm gunna go to the beach. BTW. Dimitri comes back in 2days but idk what time. So talk to you guys later :)

Elena < 3

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Damn Socs!

WOW im so FUCKING MAD AT THOSE DAMNS SOCS! 
well i was walking on the way to the brumleys to hang with them :D and three guys,socs, walk up  drunk as a mofo and start kissing me and touching me  and shit , some person on the side called the fuzz, i just sat there laughing as they got shoved in the car, but b4 they went, they guy that tried to kiss me i draged him out and the officer asked me i cant do that  i said give me a few minutes with him.. i pushed him up against the wall and fucking punshed him in the mouth and the officer just clapped! i bowed and jumped on the roof and walked away everyone was cheering and shit  i felt good, kyle and i later are gonna find those socs and blow them up :D  Im fine , but i have a few scrathes and bruises  but all is well  

ill post about the brumlys house last night  later on in the week :D


Elena♥ 

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Update on Dimitri,and my plans





Well my life has pretty much Died since Dimitri left! hes doing good,missing JELLY SO Much (exact words),missing the gang!He doesn't have anyway to get on,He DID NOT QUIT! he will be back on the 21st

I'm leaving,To North Carolina,Because I'm looking to go to Collage there ill be there the 19-21st. I will have wifi (hopefully)so maybe we can chat for a while :D I CANT WAIT...Most of you guys know that i dropped out of school awhile back..but they have seen my grades and they have a really good ART school.FULL Scholarship! idk if i will take it I'm deciding. I here I'm gonna miss a rumble :( damn oh well..

Many things have happen this week,I'm hoping when i get back everything bad that came with this week will vanish! Don't be a Hater be a LOVER

Thanks so much

Elena♥

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

A Drunken Evening




Dim and I got bored so we decided to dance around the house and get ....Drunk. Bad Idea. well we danced for 3 freaking hours straight , i got REALLY DRUNK. i crashed on the couch...when i woke up to see dim gone.I looked around the house for a note because he never leaves me alone with out me knowing and without a note...Found it

The note reads:
Dear lil sis,
Im going out for a little bit with jelly and some friends roller skateing,be good and dont get into any trouble.
Love Big Bro

Right,rollar skateing.

i got in my car ,my Blue Volvo,and drove to the skateing rink where i saw dim standing in the rain so i spead up and splashed him with water.Then drove off :D
i here the cops sirins...Great

Hello Officer hows your day been?-Elena
quite good,missy you were slightly drifiting over the yellow line.-officer
Sorry.-Elena
I dont think sorry is going to cut it,can i see a license-officer

yes sir,i handed him my license-elena
thank you-officer

what would happen if i was drunk?-elena
i would take you to the station and you wait till someone comes and picks you up-officer

well then take me to the station officer i have been drinking-elena

he took me out of my car and drove me to the station where i waited in fear of what was going to happen when Dimm found out.

You have one phone call-officer
i dialied Dimms number

Hey Bro,umm im kinda down at the police station!-E
WHAT??? what are you doing there at 4 in the morning?-D
I was Driving under the influence,i came to the skateing rink and splahed you then went on driving home,i wouldnt be down here, becuz the officer didnt think i was drunk , i told him so yeah will you PLEASE COME GET ME!?-E

OF course i will ill be there in a few!-D

We got home and i passed out on the floor infront of the steps leading to my bedroom,and apprently jelly was in his bed so he crashed on the couch but i woke up in the chair next to him covered in blankets

Thanks Dimm your the bestest brother EVER i love you!!!!


Elena♥

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Friends have no Labels.

Friendship isn't a big thing it's a million little things

I was at work,as usual,When this girl walked in,bruises all over her face,a dirty sky blue tank top,ratty and holes in the knees and pockets of her jeans,scrapes over her arms,a few scares here and there,Very pretty girl,I could tell she was bad ass.A greaser

She walked up to buy some ice cream when these nasty slutty soc girls push her out of the way.

"why you pushing me hoe?"

"your a nasty greaser and I wanted ice cream ,you were in my way"

"well excuse me bitch,she stepped behind them"

"Thanxs....greaser"
"welcome slut"

She walks up to the counter and I ring her up.

"Hey my names Elena"
"My name is jasalin nice to meet you elena"
"You to,that was some bad ass stuff back there"
"thanks,god I hate those socs there such bitches!"
"True dat girl, your pretty kool jasalin,where you from?"

"I'm from New York,the bad side, my mom never did like it there so after my dad left us we moved here,but on are way down we got in a car accident,and my mom didn't make it,internal bleeding, so she died ,then I thought I would countine are jorney to come to Tulsa and live my true life as a greaser,so I got out of the car right after the crash and walked away  from my past and come here.

"oh wow I'm so sorry, my friend Dallas Winston used to live in new York for awhile. Would you like a place to stay?-Elena

"I think I new him ,I'm not quite sure but I might have,sure that would be great Elena. Your a really good friend"-Jasalin

"you to!"-Elena

So I locked up the tasty freeze and we walked to my house and talked and watch movies all night 

ELENA+JASALIN=BFF 4 EVER 

- ElenaC < 3
 

Friday, June 4, 2010

Pictures


this is a short post,ill post again later maybe tommarow or sunday :D

this post is for you guys to comment on all those pics on the side :D and above
COMMENT

<3 U ELENA

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Work :P





on my way to work(side),to the tasty freeze well when i got there these little annoying preppy socs walk in and run straight to the nail polish rack(yes the tasty freeze has random stuff there to)one says"pink or blue" i yell "WHY DONT YOU JUST PICK BLACK AND LEAVE!!!" "why would we do that ,greaser we arent emo" "it will match your eyes in a couple of seconds if you dont get the hell out of here" gosh they are soooo annoying they ran like little panzys god anyways 6 socs ,guy socs walk in saying "whose the greaser that messed with our gurls" "i was got a problem with it?" why yes we do" well then? -one starts to swing i duck and kick the back of his leg and he goes flying into the wall- THEY all run that was the highlight of my night i was at work till 3am in the morning.....Jamie and Johnny walk in and grab some ice cream ,and we talk for a little bit then they leave ,....Im alone :) Soda swinged by after work ,and we talked for awhile. i needed a place to crash ,i thought how bout kitkats so i drove over there in my new car    i think it  beats darrys car HA.... well off to this little lake with kitkat and maybe dawn?

ELENA

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

The Name

ima make this short and fast


MY name is Elena Crews im still the curtis cousin and everything is the same but my named changes so we wont get messed up with Jamie Matthews so yeah

Elena

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

WOW!!!!!


Why the hell is everyone quitting now ,is fucked up! this blog was strong and powerful and fun filled story's about our adventures and then all the fun was sucked out when people started quitting! i know you have a life other than this blog.but i mean it doesn't mean you have to quit all together! This blog for me is where i come to vent my feelings about my day and spice it up, or to go crazy about a fight or just a place where i can be my own imaginary self without people saying "its not possible.. etc" it is possible.I wish i could make everyone change there mind believe me if i could i would! but you are your own person. Me and KitKat want everyone to stay , TRUST ME I AM STAYING EVEN IF EVERYONE IN THE WORLD LEAVES.Me and KitKat aren't quitting because we don't believe in quitting! If people are quitting because of drama and crazy shit let me say this to you once THERE ARE LOVERS AND THERE ARE HATERS there may be more haters then lovers but this is a world where you can change from being a hater TO a LOVER.Ive learned that Friendship isn’t a big thing its a million little things!"Friendship multiplies the good of life and divides the evil." "Friendship is love without wings"






I will forever stay with blogger and post no matter what . thanks for following and commenting maybe in the future you guys will come back and post again we will love and miss all of you!

Love  Elena R ♥

Last night :)

around 2pm i got out of the house cuz man was i bored so i started to head over to the DX so i could hang with steve and soda for awhile, when this guy randomly comes up behind me and hits me in the back of the knee and my head.I blacked out.I wake up in this NEON green room,i sat up and both JEFF AND BRIAN were sitting there smiling.What do you want with me?-Jamie. Do beat the hell out of you because of what you did to ALL of us-Jeff no we cant hurt her and let her go because soda and darry will see her and wanna know what happen-brian OH SHUT THE HELL UP BRIAN,Try me-Jamie Ok you asked for it -i wipped around and slammed jeff against brian and threw them against the wall and table- I jumped out the window and ran to the DX,soda and steve where there, i told them what happen , RUMBLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!! ill post about the rumble later , well im off to the ppool to chillax oh btw i twisted my knee last night and kitkat came and got me so we watch movies all night while she studyed LATER :)

Jamie