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Saturday, October 30, 2010

Less painfull adventures

~.......my Friday went a little like this.......~

"Elena are you okay...?" Cory said knocking on the bathroom door
as i opened the door looking like shit "am i ever okay?"
"What the hell...Elena?"
"I'm sick that's whats wrong..."i said as i walked over to the table picking up my phone dialing kits number..
"Hey kit..what goes on?"

"Not a lot jasalins fine shes eating lunch..um Elena you sound like shit you okay?" </div>

"No....Can i talk to her.?"
"Um yeah here she is”;

"Hi mommy!"
"hey..girl you having fun?”

"yeah i hung with sodapopers and Katie for a bit we played dress up soda wore a blue sparkly skirt and a hot pink boa....don't ask me how he got that on..”

"Hhaha That's funny..hey well I'm not feeling to well so until I'm better me and Cory are staying here at the house by the lake for a while longer...you gonna be okay?"

"WHAT? Your sick??...NO NO No you cant get sick mommy we have to go to Disney world Wednesday!!"
"honey I'm sorry were postponing that for a bit I'm not sure if i want to go just yet...but i promise we will go within the next few weeks.."

"Fine....Fell better here's Kit"
"hey Lena...you sure its just a stomach virus..?"-Kit

"ha ha funny kitkat bar I'm not pregnant..”
"Right...Talk to you later”
"Bye.." i hung up staring at the phone ask the screen said call ended...hm maybe...nah Kit is just weird ha ha but i still love her."Elena what are you talking about?" Cory said sitting down next to me i curled up in his arms laying my head on his chest
"Nothing shes just...nothing”
"i love you" he kissed me on the top of my head
"love you 2" i said looking up at him
"Have you heard from dim?"Cory said taking my phone away from me and setting it on the table
"No and it doesn't matter hes probably making out with jelly or talking about me to mom”
"Elena your mom left yesterday"
"Oh.."
"What happen between you and your mom?"

"she was a drunk..she says shes not now but i could tell shes just putting on a damn act for Dimitri showing him shes a good mom and shit"
"She is a good mom you turned out good Elena stop doubting your self all the time!"
"Screw my life.."
"Elena Cristine Ryder!"
i looked up at him laying on his lap
"What?"..
"never mind forget it just feel better okay.."
"...what ever...you know how everyone is getting a tattoo and what not?"
"no"
"But even you have one"
"So elena in ur condition u cant get one!"
"But.."
"You cant get one and that's finial!!"
"i never take no for a answer...cory u should know that"
I got up grabbing my keys and cell phone walking to the door cory grabed me by the arm
"If your going im going with you!...but were calling dimitri on the way"
"....fine"

"hello...elena?"
"hey dim its cory,your sister is in the tattoo place getting one"
"to hell she isnt"
"....umm kinda to late shes standing by the mirrior looking at it"
"Fuck....where have u guys been?"
"the lake house."
"jasalin there with you?"
"No shes at the curtis"
"good.."
"hey talk to you later dim. Im driving elena home after her other eran.."
"and what might that be.."
"hey dim its elena...got to go"
I hung up the phone. What dimitri doesnt know the less he has to worry about
"hey greg" the tattoo and peircing guy haha
"yeah?...wanna get yr belly button peirce dont you?"
"umm yeah will it hurt?"
"oh yeah"
"okay lets get to it"
After some pain from needels we finally went home.. I knocked on the door
"come in" i heard my mom say..
"Hey mom what goes on"
"Elena!..why did u leave when i walked through the door?"
"i...didnt want to deal with you"
"well i feel loved"
"yeah...where dimitri"
"oh up stairs...by the way nice house next door u really fixed it up"
"umm thanks its jakes i basiclly got custody over everything but the yellow mustang...the one i fixed"
"Yo dimitri get ur ass down here" i yelled from the bottom of the stairs
"Elena!"
"What elena let me see ur...u got ur belly button peirced to?!!" i realized i had my tank top rolled up above the ring
"umm yeah ...look at my tattoo"! I pulled up my shirt showing my tattoo on my back
"wow..a guitar..really?"
"yeah i wanted to put ur name on my shoulder but the guy didnt want to put it around my stiches"
"im surprisingly okay with the 'guitar tattoo' it looks really nice " he gave me a big hug
"i love you brother.." i said looking up at him
"i love you 2 elena". I looked at the necklace around his neck
"The guitar pick..."
"this way ill never leave it and u will always be with me"
I let out a laugh cory did too
I ran upstairs cory following behind me i looked at my tattoo in the mirror in my room
"it looks really nice elena"
"thank you" i said pulling my shirt back down
"although the belly ring thing is hot!"
"im glad u think so..haha"
He pulled me to the bed we kissed blah blah other PG-13 stuff....
~.......My Friday was less painfull then any other day.......~

ElenaRyder<3

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Camping,Smores,guitar,Family. How much better can it get?



 8:00am i wake up in dimitris room its bright and hot!...so i decided to get out of bed ha:) i basiclly run down stairs huging dim big and hard spining  him around slinging the bowl of cereal across the kitchen.."what the heck..elena,whats gotten into you?" "I feel good! Lets go to the beach or lake or something!!!" "Im not letting you near water elena....how bout we go camping" "in the woods?" "no in our backyard like we would do when we were little!" "lets go tell jasy". I follow dimitri up the stairs suprised i didnt fall from running....."Hey jas?" "Hi mommy!!dimmyyy" i picked her up out of her bed and set her down she ran to dim "hey jas how would you like to go camping in our backyard,a tent fire and everything?" " will there be smores?" "oh yes mommys specialty" "yayay". We all go downstairs and over to my house witch we now use for partys and storage and what not and grab the camping gear. Jasalins little Cinderella sleeping bag that i use to have when i was her age im still surprised we have it :D...later that night we have the fire going the tent set up its a pretty big tent to bad its not one of those harry potter tents D: lol...."Elena". "yeah?.." "remeber how we used to play guitar together out on the back bacony at moms house?" "yeah why?" "i think we should play some see how good we still are" "um okay..ill go get our guitars which one do you want?" "that accoustic one of adrians" "kay".....i cam back outside handing dim his guitar,we have log type things so i chose the one siting by jas "hey dim do you want a pic" "mmm yeah"...i smile and tossed dim the pic "elena...this pic is the one you made for me..." the pic says dimitri ryder is my brother i will die for him in reallly small letters "yeah its the one i usually wear around my neck but forgot about it"-dim. "lets play"  im stareing down at jasalin singing to her the rythum , beat and sound just come flowing out 
"it is what it is i was only looking for a shortcut home but it's complicated so complicated somewhere in this city is a road i know where we could make it but maybe there's no making it now" Dim and i singing together if i do say so myself dim is really good...jasalin is siting there just smileling shes so cute...the song ends jasalin claps and cheers haha XD..."wow elena.." "what?" "i never notice how pretty your voice is..". "well your really good at guitar" "thanks,hey why dont you just play a song yourself...for jas" "umm...okay ill try" 

"im holding on your rope
 Got me ten feet off the ground
Im here on what you say 
But i just cant make a sound..
You Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down but wait you tell me that your sorry didnt think i turn around say heyy that its too late to apologize its to late to apologize i said its to late to apologize
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new, yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa.......


"Oh mygosh elena that was beautiful...and phenomanol at guitar you really mastered that song!"-dim "mommy that was prettyyy!" jasalin had tears running down her face i wiped them away "sweety im not that good..compared to jamie and austin no way!" "ive never heard jamers play.."-jas "maybe you can get her to" "tommarow?" "maybe" 
"SMORE TIME"-dim
Yayayaya-jas 
I fixed jasys smores between the 3 of us i estimate that we had at least 7....
"you guys ready for bed?"-dim "no i want to here mommy play again".-jas "will you elena?" "sure,but you promise youll go to bed after this?" "yes!-jas" 
"What song should i sing dim?" "say all i need"
I started to play.....

"Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest..

.i looked down at jas and she was sound asleep in dims lap...
"elena your really good its been so long since weve played together....we should for the gang like all of us that play the guitar an sing and stuff.." "yeah we really should i think tommarow im gonna find out what jamies plans are so jasalin can see if james can play for her.."
"okay night i love you sis" dim said crawling into the sleeping bags in the tent" 

"....night" i got up and left went through the house out to the front and drove to the lake with my guitar in the backseat....i steped out with shoes off onto the grass the feeling between my toes was nice i sat at the bank of the lake and just started to play not any particular song just little peices of notes...i put my guitar down and just stared off pass the water looking at the sunset i layed down looking at the sky ..my eyes started to close and i...just ..let them


Elena R <3 

Camping,Smores,guitar,Family. How much better can it get?

 8:00am i wake up in dimitris room its bright and hot!...so i decided to get out of bed ha:) i basiclly run down stairs huging dim big and hard spining  him around slinging the bowl of cereal across the kitchen.."what the heck..elena,whats gotten into you?" "I feel good! Lets go to the beach or lake or something!!!" "Im not letting you near water elena....how bout we go camping" "in the woods?" "no in our backyard like we would do when we were little!" "lets go tell jasy". I follow dimitri up the stairs suprised i didnt fall from running....."Hey jas?" "Hi mommy!!dimmyyy" i picked her up out of her bed and set her down she ran to dim "hey jas how would you like to go camping in our backyard,a tent fire and everything?" " will there be smores?" "oh yes mommys specialty" "yayay". We all go downstairs and over to my house witch we now use for partys and storage and what not and grab the camping gear. Jasalins little Cinderella sleeping bag that i use to have when i was her age im still surprised we have it :D...later that night we have the fire going the tent set up its a pretty big tent to bad its not one of those harry potter tents D: lol...."Elena". "yeah?.." "remeber how we used to play guitar together out on the back bacony at moms house?" "yeah why?" "i think we should play some see how good we still are" "um okay..ill go get our guitars which one do you want?" "that accoustic one of adrians" "kay".....i cam back outside handing dim his guitar,we have log type things so i chose the one siting by jas "hey dim do you want a pic" "mmm yeah"...i smile and tossed dim the pic "elena...this pic is the one you made for me..." the pic says dimitri ryder is my brother i will die for him in reallly small letters "yeah its the one i usually wear around my neck but forgot about it"-dim. "lets play"  im stareing down at jasalin singing to her the rythum , beat and sound just come flowing out 
"it is what it is i was only looking for a shortcut home but it's complicated so complicated somewhere in this city is a road i know where we could make it but maybe there's no making it now" Dim and i singing together if i do say so myself dim is really good...jasalin is siting there just smileling shes so cute...the song ends jasalin claps and cheers haha XD..."wow elena.." "what?" "i never notice how pretty your voice is..". "well your really good at guitar" "thanks,hey why dont you just play a song yourself...for jas" "umm...okay ill try" 

"im holding on your rope
 Got me ten feet off the ground
Im here on what you say 
But i just cant make a sound..
You Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down but wait you tell me that your sorry didnt think i turn around say heyy that its too late to apologize its to late to apologize i said its to late to apologize 
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new, yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa.......

"Oh mygosh elena that was beautiful...and phenomanol at guitar you really mastered that song!"-dim "mommy that was prettyyy!" jasalin had tears running down her face i wiped them away "sweety im not that good..compared to jamie and austin no way!" "ive never heard jamers play.."-jas "maybe you can get her to" "tommarow?" "maybe" 
"SMORE TIME"-dim
Yayayaya-jas 
I fixed jasys smores between the 3 of us i estimate that we had at least 7....
"you guys ready for bed?"-dim "no i want to here mommy play again".-jas "will you elena?" "sure,but you promise youll go to bed after this?" "yes!-jas" 
"What song should i sing dim?" "say all i need"
I started to play.....
"Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest...i looked down at jas and she was sound asleep in dims lap...
"elena your really good its been so long since weve played together....we should for the gang like all of us that play the guitar an sing and stuff.." "yeah we really should i think tommarow im gonna find out what jamies plans are so jasalin can see if james can play for her.."
"okay night i love you sis" dim said crawling into the sleeping bags in the tent" 

"....night" i got up and left went through the house out to the front and drove to the lake with my guitar in the backseat....i steped out with shoes off onto the grass the feeling between my toes was nice i sat at the bank of the lake and just started to play not any particular song just little peices of notes...i put my guitar down and just stared off pass the water looking at the sunset i layed down looking at the sky ..my eyes started to close and i...just ..let them


Elena R <3