i hope this makes up for everything
john vervatos v-neck shirts
Blue neck ties :P
Stolichnaya Vodka
Zeng Yao Military Pocket Light Attached to a Switchblade Knife
I love you brother no matter what! always look at ur necklace (guitar pic)
About Me
- Elena Ryder
- Elena Cristine Ryder -I love my brother Dimitri and my daughter Jasalin -i sometimes say i hate my life. -when in reality i only hate it for that momment -the gang means the world to me :)
Listen to this playlist: Elena's Playlist
Saturday, December 25, 2010
I'm sorry i hope this makes up for what i did...Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas Brother. i love you and I'm sorry
i hope this makes up for everything
a year supply of rum :)
John Vervatos Converse
i hope this makes up for everything
Back in Riverside California,
I got tired/bored of being in the hospital so i left :p. I went down to the airport and caught a flight to Riverside California,my hometown its the place where i grew up and went to school with this girl Lucy Sparrow. Alex told me he found her in Riverside...just thought i catch up with her haven't seen her since the 7th grade.
I came up to there door and knocked me and Lucy little hand shake against the door. she opened it
she hugged me..
"Oh my god Elena your here..Ive missed you girl"
"i heard that Alex was looking for you. i knew where you were the whole time" a smiled came across my face and a angry one came across Alex's
"You knew where she was the whole time?"
"have since we were in diapers"
"Elena and I were Sisters for life back then,then her stupid brother made her move because she got hurt in a fight"
"That's just all i do these days is get hurt"
"Hey did i ever tell you that i had a daughter?"
"Um no you didn't loser"
"That's why me and Lucy split is because she got pregnant" Alex said coming up behind Lucy hugging her
"To afraid of being a daddy?"
i said as i slapped him on the arm playfully..
"I don't see Jake anywhere do you?"
"Jake's a dumb ass him and Blake tried to kill me"
"Wait...my BROTHER?" Lucy said
"Yeah your brother is he...upstairs"
"Um yeah"
I walked upstairs and into his room he was playing his xbox...teenage boys these days
"Hello Blake"
"Hi...Elena? what are you doing here?"
"hanging out with Lucy"
"that's cool..."
"Hm yeah i guess talk to you later lowlife Blake"
"Goodnight Elena"
Lucy wanted to go live in Tulsa, Blake too...i on the other hand stayed through Christmas Christmas eve when a little like this
i went to the old bar and drank a couple beers...danced played pool,then what do you know Jake walks in, i walk up to him
"Elena what are you doing back in our hometown?"
"Lucy..."
"oh so why aren't you back with Dimitri and Jasalin in Tulsa on Christmas eve?"
"i have to sort things though"
"So you want to go back to my place and get drunk?"
"that's what i was planing on,getting drunk"
"Wont Dimitri get pissed for so many reasons tho?"
"oh who the hell knows these days, i could sit on the counter and he would get mad at me"
Jake smiled and handed me some vodka shots
"here's to a Christmas miracle"
"what?"-E
"The most beautiful girl on this planet walked back into my life"
"Awe"
"Merry Christmas Elena"
"Merry Christmas Jake"
Jake looked at me for a long time......then we kissed. i don't know if i should regret it or Cherish it...
we went back to Jake's place listening to Alex Band and The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus all the way
"Elena I'm glad you back in Cali"
"I am 2 Jake, i am 2" taking a drink then staring at the fire place as i was sitting on the couch
"Whats wrong?" Jake said as he sat by me
"Dimitri's changing"
"What do you mean?"
"He flips out over little things..he yells more, it scares me Jake"
"Dimitri means well Elena hes just trying to protect you and take care of you"
"Jake i have nightmares that hes killing me..every time i turn around in the dream..he kills me"
a tear rolled down my face, Jake wiped it away
"Elena everything is gonna be fine..i promise"
he hugged me and snuggled on the couch watching the TV series LOST and drinking ,drinking and more drinking for the past 6 hours...we finally passed out on the couch after dancing and being stupid
The next morning i woke up in a bed...and a MAJOR HEADACHE!!!
"Jake!!" i yelled
he came in throwing me a beer and aspirin
"thanks...how did i end up in your bed...?"
"I took you up here after i woke up"
"oh...thanks"
i got out of bed going down stairs to a omelet, bacon the works and a Rose laying beside the plate
"Jake....seriously?"
"I love you Elena"
I came up to there door and knocked me and Lucy little hand shake against the door. she opened it
she hugged me..
"Oh my god Elena your here..Ive missed you girl"
"i heard that Alex was looking for you. i knew where you were the whole time" a smiled came across my face and a angry one came across Alex's
"You knew where she was the whole time?"
"have since we were in diapers"
"Elena and I were Sisters for life back then,then her stupid brother made her move because she got hurt in a fight"
"That's just all i do these days is get hurt"
"Hey did i ever tell you that i had a daughter?"
"Um no you didn't loser"
"That's why me and Lucy split is because she got pregnant" Alex said coming up behind Lucy hugging her
"To afraid of being a daddy?"
i said as i slapped him on the arm playfully..
"I don't see Jake anywhere do you?"
"Jake's a dumb ass him and Blake tried to kill me"
"Wait...my BROTHER?" Lucy said
"Yeah your brother is he...upstairs"
"Um yeah"
I walked upstairs and into his room he was playing his xbox...teenage boys these days
"Hello Blake"
"Hi...Elena? what are you doing here?"
"hanging out with Lucy"
"that's cool..."
"Hm yeah i guess talk to you later lowlife Blake"
"Goodnight Elena"
Lucy wanted to go live in Tulsa, Blake too...i on the other hand stayed through Christmas Christmas eve when a little like this
i went to the old bar and drank a couple beers...danced played pool,then what do you know Jake walks in, i walk up to him
"Elena what are you doing back in our hometown?"
"Lucy..."
"oh so why aren't you back with Dimitri and Jasalin in Tulsa on Christmas eve?"
"i have to sort things though"
"So you want to go back to my place and get drunk?"
"that's what i was planing on,getting drunk"
"Wont Dimitri get pissed for so many reasons tho?"
"oh who the hell knows these days, i could sit on the counter and he would get mad at me"
Jake smiled and handed me some vodka shots
"here's to a Christmas miracle"
"what?"-E
"The most beautiful girl on this planet walked back into my life"
"Awe"
"Merry Christmas Elena"
"Merry Christmas Jake"
Jake looked at me for a long time......then we kissed. i don't know if i should regret it or Cherish it...
we went back to Jake's place listening to Alex Band and The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus all the way
"Elena I'm glad you back in Cali"
"I am 2 Jake, i am 2" taking a drink then staring at the fire place as i was sitting on the couch
"Whats wrong?" Jake said as he sat by me
"Dimitri's changing"
"What do you mean?"
"He flips out over little things..he yells more, it scares me Jake"
"Dimitri means well Elena hes just trying to protect you and take care of you"
"Jake i have nightmares that hes killing me..every time i turn around in the dream..he kills me"
a tear rolled down my face, Jake wiped it away
"Elena everything is gonna be fine..i promise"
he hugged me and snuggled on the couch watching the TV series LOST and drinking ,drinking and more drinking for the past 6 hours...we finally passed out on the couch after dancing and being stupid
The next morning i woke up in a bed...and a MAJOR HEADACHE!!!
"Jake!!" i yelled
he came in throwing me a beer and aspirin
"thanks...how did i end up in your bed...?"
"I took you up here after i woke up"
"oh...thanks"
i got out of bed going down stairs to a omelet, bacon the works and a Rose laying beside the plate
"Jake....seriously?"
"I love you Elena"
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Cloud
I came home from going out to dinner with my friend. And i opened to a yellow lab barking at me i k eeled down and rubbed his head and back. Dimitri came down stairs from doing who knows what "what is it....oh its just elena cloud" "we have a dog now?" "yeah we do i went to the pound...and saw him" "i love him hes so cute!...and soft" i hugged cloud and standing up he jumped up on me. "aww" i pushed him down off of me and went to sit on the couch texting away on my phone ...cloud came running up laying in my lap... "dimitri i love him!". "he seems to like you very much" "yeah he does"
So i put on one of dimitris warm jackets since it started to get cold lately put my phone in my pocket put on clouds leash and went for a walk....
Cloud did the normal sniff&pee everywhere lol:D anyways we got home around dark...dimitri and jelly were asleep so i let cloud in and drove off to the "so called house by the lake. Of mine" and met my boy there. Blah blah :p (use ur imagination)
Love E
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