When its real you cant walk away... PART 2

Dear Diary,


So yesterday my best friend since middle school decided to drop by UN announced...I'm kinda glad he did i mean i used to have the biggest crush on him even when i was dating Jake...id sit there at lunch and stare at him or watch him walk in the gym id get the strangest feeling in my stomach..or heart i couldn't tell...That's when i knew i was in love...and yet i dated Jake...ewe anyways..Colby's the nicest person i ever met besides my brother and that's saying alot!..Well I'm going out to lunch with him today...then after-wards his house...Oh and jelly's pregnant? I'm not sure how i feel about that yet...my brother seems doing okay with it besides the fact that James doesn't know about it......O.o


the door bell rang i ran to get it...
"Hey Colby "-E i
"Hey girl"-C  he kissed me on the cheek, and I shut the door behind me and we drove silently to lunch but lunch to us is Desert! ICE CREAM ha ha anyways the waitress with tacky hair seated us at our table 

"We'd like a Chocolate Shake with loads of whip cream"-C
"One or Two"-W
"One"-C   i looked at Colby with a confused expression on my face....why one?
"Where sharing?"-E
"Yeah ..can two best friends not share a shake?"-C
"Well yeah if they were like sisters..not a guy and a gir"-E he cut me off "Elena shut up.."-C a smile went across his face and i laughed
"Your laugh is so cute different then when i lasted heard it so how have you been?"-C
"Ive been hanging in there"-E
"Whats that on your arm?"-C
 "Oh its nothing just a scar"-E i tried to cover it up...

"From what? its huge"-C
"Fights"-E
"Oh..."-C


it was silent for awhile then the waitress brought out the shake and two straws.


"Go ahead you can have the first sip"-C
i laughed then took a drink
"Hey can i get a check please?"-C
"No its quite all right its on the house....have a good day Elena"-W
"Thanks Gracie you too"-E
"You know here?"-C Colby said as we where walking out the door to the car
"She works for me"-E
"hm, so wanna go to my place?"-C
"Sure.."-E we drove to his place blasting music and singing and laughing...
"Here we are."-C
 he took my jacket off and hung it up..i went over to his fridge and grabbed a bottle of whisky
"Same old Elena always wanting the alcohol.."-C
"Ive changed..."-E a tear rolled down my face he wiped it away with his finger...i was looking up at him both of us staring at each other in the eyes..
"I didn't mean..."-C
"Its nothing...forget it"-E he hugged me hard and close 

"Just remember Elena I'm always here for you no matter what, Always!"-C


"I.....love..... you "-E

"What?....."-C

When its real you cant walk away...

 I was sitting at home while it was raining in my little comfy chair when the door bell chimes... I waited for a little bit then got up and answered the door.

 I pulled open the door and there he was my best friend from middle school Colby Jack Alan. and let me tell you something he was HOT!! 

 "Hi Elena"-C
"Hi um Colby? what are you doing here"-E I said a little to excitedly
"looking for jobs and.. you" -C
 " Really? Why? not that I didn't want you to or anything. um keep going" -E

why was I so nervous around him?...

 "Well because I miss you I haven't seen you in forever. your my best friend girl! " -C

 "You wanna come in side?"-E
 "I would love to" -C he said as he entered my house looking around
"nice place"-C
"thanks I live with Dimitri and Chase and Jasalin and cloud"-E
"who's cloud"-C right as Colby said his name cloud came running in the room jumping and waging his tale, Colby sat on the couch petting cloud, I sat across from them
"he's a pretty dog.."-C
"thanks"-E
"So wanna grab some lunch tomorrow and show me around town?"-C
"of course! maybe we can go up to my hideout"-E
"that sounds like a plan"-C. we both stood up and he gave me a big hug.
 "Nice to see you again Elena"-C
"you too"-E he turned to go . "hey um you have a place to stay"-E
"it's the house next door to yours ,it's for rent"-C
"oh okay well text me"-E

  I pointed at him and he smiled and then he left. 

My Greatest Weakness

my phones ringing on the table, jasalin grabbed it and handed it to me

"Mommy its Chase"-J

i took the phone from her it was kinda odd that he called me but you know what ever
"Hello?"
"Elena? its chase um theres been....a accident"
"What?..who? where? how?" Dimitri and jelly popped into my head what happened....
there was a long pause until chase said "its Dimitri...he was hit by a car...going 45mph"

i hung up and held my phone in my hand looking at it and tears rolled down my face usually its me that gets hurt not Dimitri hes to nice hes never done anything bad...that i know of but still...


i grab jasalin and strapped her in the car seat and drove to the hospital..i was there in 10mins. i saw chase and gave him a huge hug just letting my tears fall...
"hey Elena"
"wheres my brother?" i said wiping away the tears, he pointed to a door along the hallway..i walked towards it afraid of what i would see.. seeing my brother hurt.... lets put it this way i would die for him without even thinking.
i walked over to his bed and grabbed his hand seeing him hooked up to everything and bandaged up brought tears to my eyes once again..
"why , why did this happen to you dim why??!"
jelly walked up behind me and through her arms around me sobbing, i hugged her

"jelly.."-E
"it all happened so fast Elena"
i didn't say anything i was looking at Dimitri lieing there

"this should have been me Elena" she looked at dim
i pulled back from her hug and looked at her sitting in front of her
"no jelly it shouldn't have been you or dim, Ive always told Dimitri that i would die for him and i mean it everyday of my life"
i opened up my hand that was clenched and revealed Dimitri's necklace that had a guitar pic on it. we both just stared at Dimitri jelly held my hand.
"Elena what if...he doesn't make it"
"he will jelly... -i looked at her- were related"
she layed her head on my shoulder
"i don't know what i would do without him"
"neither do i jelly i would probably kill myself. I  cant live without him." tears rolled down my face chase walked in few mins later
"hey"-C
i just looked at him...crying
"hes going to be okay guys..its dim, hes always ok" chase hugged me and jelly
jasalin tugged on chases pants and he took her down to the cafeteria
, i went and sit in the chair right next to dims bed, jelly leaned against the wall in front of his bed. 
"i just want him to wake up"
"i do to jells" i layed my head on his bed face down 
"Dimitri please wake up"-E
Mr Winston walked in 
"hello Mr Winston, is Dimitri gonna be okay?"
"i hope so Elena hes in critical condition we cant tell if there is brain damage till he wakes up .... most of his injuries will heal,we did surgery and stopped his internal bleeding"
i walked back over sitting on Dimitri's bed holding his hand
"hes closer to breathing on his own...that's good"-Mr W.
i whispered to dim. "Dimitri wake up ....."-E tears rolled off my cheek and onto his arm and hand.. almost a second later his eye twitches
"Dimitri.." i gripped his hand tight then letting go
.... he squeezed my hand 
"Dimitri! -i kissed his cheek and gave him a light hug still holding his hand- open your eyes brother" i was still crying

jelly pulled a chair up next to me "hes gonna be okay ...he has to be"
"Dimitri...just try and open your eyes .."-E

jelly reached up and stroked his arm, tears again roll off my cheek and onto his arm and some of his side
"Dimitri don't do this to us...we need you"-E grabbed my wrist, in my hand that she was grabbing was dims necklace
"you know how i told you i die for you...? Well i would give anything for you to be alive with jelly right here right now"-E


jelly gave me a questioning look

Kitkat to the RESCUE

[read kitkat and two-bitch :)'s post first then read mine ]

So elena whats the plan?-K
i dont know drink my heart out then crash somewhere and worry abou it in the morning?-E
ummm sure..-K

i knew kitkat bar was tired as i am..at least she got sleep so i drank some more because the nice bartennder knew me i got them all for free...since he new my parents and knew i didnt have much money on me

Ill put it on ur mommas bill goodnight Elena-Jack [bartender]

Kitkat and I found a motel and slept till i guess 12 or at least i did
So E whats the plan?-K
Go home to my brother...-E
of course-k she said wraping her arm around me
We will leave as soon as possiable...

so the day went on we finially arived in tulsa and up to My house i noticed dims car was gone
i let out a breath
thanks so much kit ill make it up to you and twobit i promise!-E
love you girl-K
Kitty drove off and i entered into the empty house...not so empty

MOMMMY-Jasalin
she said hugging me and i lifted her up twirling her around,holding her close

Why did you leave mommy?-K
i dont know sweety ill stay from now on ill never leave unless i take you and damon with me-E.
isaid putting her down ..cloud came running down stairs pushing me over and licking my face,jasalin was giggle-in., i sat on the couch crying

Dimitri walked in

 Elena?...-D