A night/day to "TRY" 2 remember

I need some time to think, and that place is on my roof. So i opened my window and stepped out. its pouring down rain. Great.  i just sit there thinking  my life running through my head. i thought about  Dim leaving to go to California and not takeing me because i got hurt real bad there, the party tonight at the brumlys. many diffrent things to think about. well i was soaking wet so i thought i would go back inside, i went to get up when i slipped and fell. i was on the ground.  I pull out my cell and dial the brumlys number.      "Hey Elena,whats up?"    "Oh not much besides the fact that i was on my roof thinking and its pooring down rain and now im on the ground and not on purpose"  "you okay?"  "What do you think?"  "i will be there in a few".  i hung up and just layed on the ground  and looked at the clouds thinking and crying. Why did i call kyle, why not brookie or Johnny or even dally? because they were closer i guess.  i tried to stand up but couldnt and fell back down. Oh my god that hurt! made me cry anymore. and i thought getting cut by a socs hurt. which it doesnt that much but what ever. Hey Elena, just calm down its okay you arent to hurt its just your leg. "woo" i said in a sarcastic voice  he picked me up and took me to his car. I walked in to the brumlys house more like hoping. i sat on the couch and andrew got me some ice and i wanted to watch this show. Kyle called it a soap oprah but what ever. They just sat there staring at the tv like zombies i guess you could say. I guess i feel asleep  becuz  KYLE hit me with a pillow asking me  if i wanted to smoke with them, at that  point dawn,brookie were there, when we got outside bre and candy was walking up the sidewalk.Omg Elena are you okay? candie said "yeah yeah im fine"  Kyle lit it up and handed it to andrew and said "Ladys First"  i couldnt help but laugh. We passed it around the circle. Bre just sat there and chilled. After awhile we were "high as a kite" as kyle put it. I was trying to convince Kyle how Andrew looked like Elmo and hally berry mixed together , candie was talking about how she likes the feathers in pillows and how her pikatchu and squirtle are way better than kyles, Andrew was talking to the tree in the front yard, bre and dawn were singing stacys mom with dawn even tho bre wasn't high or anything,Caleb was collecting leaves from bushes for what ever non explinational reason, and Kyle just sat there laughing at himself. People were turning there lights on and yelling at us and we were to high/drunk to care.Dawn went over and got the melon liquor,and only shared with Kyle. So we walked over and played a game where you start with a random topic, and if you take more than 3 seconds u have to take a shot. I was up to about 30 when we stoped. I do not fail at that game I just wanted to drink :). After that we walked inside, and we basicly pastout wherever. I guess I past out on the couch but whatever. The next morning we all started to wake up around 12:30 or so. I got a ride home and packed for my flight the next couple of days. I got a plane to Dallas for 30minutes then flew from Dallas to Nortfolk ,Virginia for 3 hours. Then drove with a "friend" for 3 hours to the outterbanks. Got here and now it's 10:26pm and I'm gunna go to the beach. BTW. Dimitri comes back in 2days but idk what time. So talk to you guys later :)

Elena < 3