LIfe Is Overated...getting hurt all the time is getting really old! Part 1!

Sleep is a bitch these days with jasalin waking up at 2:30am in the morning and thinking about Jake and all.....We bought a house well he did...so i moved in with him 2 months ago.as soon as i heard are little girl screaming and crying probably from one of her dreams again... i threw my pillow at Jake.

"Jake can u get her....please.!" i said asking nicely as possible apparently my tone didn't come out as nice as i thought with his reply i could tell that intently
"No, You have two feet go get her your self i would but my knee hurts...and shes upstairs"
i mumbled under my breath at him" your knee really? my freaking side is on verge of bleeding and your complaining about your damn knee?"   I finally got up tieing back my hair into a bun inching out of bed in pain from my side...i look at my alarm clock the green flashing lights blinking 2:30AM...."Jasalin you okay sweetie.."i said trying to hide my tiring voice. "I had  a bob nightmare again...." "What was it about this time.?"  "Soda and..Katie-pop at there house bob hurting  them" tears started rolling down her face i sat beside her wiping them away...i realized that just that week bob did hurt soda but she didn't even know.." Soda and Katie are okay bobs gonna get it one of these days rumble or no rumble hes still gonna pay for what he did to my best friend!" "Mommy calm down..." i looked at her dazed and confused then i realized i was mad at bob...but from me almost screaming about it my stitches had opened and i guess she was surprised to see blood all over my tank top "i love you promise to never ever go anywhere with out me or someone from the gang" i said hugging her pulling close to my chest "i promise....can we go eat now?" its 2:30Am and shes hungry shes 3 years old!crazy little girl you gotta love her "Sweetie its 2:35 in the morning the suns not up yet...go see if your daddy will take you to the tasty freeze or something..and slap him for me :D" she left the room jumping up and down hardly ever would i let her have sugar before 10am but i guess i was too tired to realized what i said... Jake and jasalin left..i went in my room pulling on my jacket over my green tank top and jean shorts with high-top converse... the jacket smelled familiar i mean its my jacket but it doesn't smell like my perfume crap:) ...i pulled it off and looked at it  this was Jake's from 4 years ago when we were together i pulled it back on it was my favorite jacket i would where it everywhere it was so big and warm....it was pouring down rain but that never stops me i stepped out the front door my ipod in my jacket headphones in my ear blasting loud...i walked and walked and walked looking at the ground just simply thinking about Jake and Jasalin,i started hearing people honking there horns and yelling like old people when your 7 years old ruining there yard by stepping in it...so i moved over i realized i was walking down the middle of the road...some random car pulls up i could tell it was a soc car but whatever i could care less at this point "Move you ugly ass bitch" i shot back at them "Why you talking about your mother that way kid?" they gave me a glare so i just kept walking and they kept following me i didn't care so i just kept my head down pulling my hood over my head walking listening to music...i started crying from thinking about my parents abusing me, Dimitri caring way to much about my life,Bob attacking all of us....one by one., jasalin...Jake if he completely walked out of my life i would simply die but some how live just for jasalin....i heard the car engine cut off  i turn around a soc rips out my head phones another one slams me on the ground on my back another one holding down my arms i look over at the car simply because they have me pinned that way  i recognized it  Blue Mustang the door swings open and bob steps out looking at this minions nodding...the one holding my arms down cuts me across my stomach  damn what is with them and my stomach?! "What the fuck bob am i your next victim?" "No this is my turf and you walked on it so you get jumped for pleasure"  i realized i walked all the way to the south side "Okay so now what your gonna kill me?"  "No I'm gonna let you live you have it hard enough don't listen to Jake hes a worthless piece of shit...he nodded to another soc who cut me again on my leg and arms"on second that I'm not"  "Oh my gosh Bob Sheldon almost had the slightest bit of good in him then it left him like all the girls do in the damn neighborhood"  " Shut the fuck up Elena no one loves you no one would ever like you no one would ever pay the slightest bit of attention to you but your lazy ass of a brother,and your so called Boyfriend!!" he said  screaming at me looking down at my face, he nodded to his gang to let me up ....and so they did , i stood up brushing the dirt off the back of my pants and my shirt...i looked up at the sky , Cold dark, cloudy rain pouring on my face i instantly looked back at bob when i heard him laugh.. "What are you laughing at ?"  "Oh nothing just how   vulnerable you are right now,Say wheres your Jakey ?"  "Hes not my Jakey anymore bob you should know that since you have you minions stalking us as we live" "Oh sorry to here that "  "Why do you care you just a worthless piece of shit bob! no one likes you  either!"  "Listen to me Bitch" he said pushing me up against a tree with his hand to my throat. "No one Loves you No one Likes you No one even cares about you not even anybody in that 'greaser' gang likes you...they don't care about you Elena don't you wish you could just not live anymore? huh? don't you!" he said screaming in my face pushing harder against my neck "Go ahead and kill me at least ill be free of you!" "Wouldn't your daughter miss you?jasalin is it?"  "Don't you dare touch my daughter!" "Then watch what you say Elena"  with that last word  he pulled out his switch cutting my side..deeper..somewhat of my neck too...and let go of me and got back in his car and drove off... i started to think to my self  ....Maybe bob is right whats the point of living ...i couldn't let that excuses of a human being get to me...later i started feeling lightheaded i closed my eyes and everything went blank i couldn't hear a thing not even the rain on my face.


After i guess 20 minutes of laying in the rain i finally woke up, looking up at a face  dark brown spiked hair with blue in it ...those dark brown eyes staring at you.....i shook my head not believing who it was  i started to open my mouth nothing came out...his finger moved to my lips closing them shhing me not to say anything.... "Elena...what the hell happened to you?" "I...um.. Jake?" "yeah its me"  "Why are you here? i thought you hated me?" "Elena what the...i could never hate you! i love you" he put his hand on my side putting pressure on it i let out a small scream.. he picked me up bridal style carrying me back to his car..."Elena what were you doing on the south side ALONE!"  "I was just walking and listening to music" "Elena you walked all the way to the south side, you had Dimitri scared sick"  "oh really and you weren't!?"  i said looking out the window ignoring everything else he said, he slapped me on my arm "Elena, Back in the car!"  "Sorry...its just my side really hurts..!"  "Yeah it looks like bob got you good this time.." "Hey aren't we having the party tonight, you, me , angelica, Dimitri soda and Katie?" "yeah there's gonna be beer, Dimitri said you cant have any because of your cuts ..." "I'm going to have 2 rather you like it or not!!" "Fine" "Gurr whats your fucking problem?"Dimitri said walking out of the house as we drove up "My problem is your fucking sister she walked all the way to the south side and got jumped by bob! just look at her" Jake said pulling me out of the car by my arm into the front yard shoving me over to Dimitri..i trip and dim catches me "What the hell Jake calm the fuck down!"-Dim .  "Hey whats going on out here..i can here you yelling inside!"-Soda "Yeah stop being a jerk and come inside!"-Jelly "Yeah"-Katie we all started to go inside i grabbed a beer and sat on the couch "Come on Elena-Bear  dance!"-Soda  "Um no thanks i don't wanna look like a idiot like my brother!" "Your already a idiot just dance!!"-Dimitri  Dimitri is so wasted by now but what the hell i got up sorta dancing with jelly and Katie and then i went over by Dimitri and slapped him for calling me a idiot earlier even though i am one :) than again i  just like to hit my brother... i started to feel lightheaded again and i went to sit on the couch but i slipped and fell...everything around me just went completely black


I woke up later confused and in a white room..damn why am i not surprised...it was blurry so i wasn't sure who was in my room....i felt a warm hand brush down my cheek. "Hey Sis how are you?" "Hey..what happened?" "The usual but worse this time I'm surprised your not dead yet" "Way to make me feel better brother ..gahh!"  "love you too sis!" he gave me a hug then pulled back looking at me seriously "What?"  "Elena you were asleep for 3 days i thought i lost  my baby sis" "3days?" "Yeah, Adrian even came by when he herd you were here...i was surprised he even came....he was drunk..probably off getting wasted with some girl again" i let out a laugh and smiling "Really...ha-ha that's kinda hard to believe." "Yeah i know, you need rest Elena ...lay back down" he said as he was pushing me on the shoulder ,falling back on the pillow "Dimitri?" i said before he could leave the room "I love you..i hate getting hurt all the time it really is getting old!" "i love you to sis, and yeah it is why don't you go back to bed and we will talk about it tomorrow" "Night" he kissed me on the forehead and left the room..


The next day i woke up with Dimitri sitting at the table, Jake on the other side and jasalin beside me on the bed.
 "Hey sleeping beauty how you feeling?-Jake "How do you think-Dimitri Dimitri slapped Jake and i let out a laugh.
"I'm fine guys..i guess, kinda hungry " "Ill go get you something" Jake left the room and i looked over at Dmitri surprised at his reaction to Jake...Jake didn't scream back which was weird..

"Hey Dimitri?" " Yeah.." he said getting up coming over to me.
"Jake scares me to much he hurts me too much to!" "I know Elena, I'm trying to fix that are you to still?"
"No I'm pissed off at him like alot!,Dimitri my tummy hurts..."  i felt lightheaded again from screaming...that's when everything went ...Blank


Love Elena R...